Root Beer, Direct Experience and Charles Berner This is written by Edrid who began studying with Charles Berner in 1963. It's the Forward to the book, Enlightenment and the Enlightenment Intensive, Vol 1 by Charles Berner. http://www.amazon.com/dp/1492267546 A DIRECT EXPERIENCE Nineteen Sixties: the Earth's uptight psychic field was fracturing and hippies, social revolutionaries, and mystics were flying out through the openings made by a broad revulsion to a unconscionable war, the fortuitous arrival of new contraceptives, and novel cosmic visions from psychedelic drugs. We were in the midst of a grand awakening of the planet, and the trumpets were blaring in the heavens, signaling the dawn of a new age. In the midst of this, a small group of people had the amazing good fortune to be presented with the Ultimate Formula of Life. Let me share a bit of the history of this with you. Now you have to understand that for something to be an Ultimate Formula of Life, it would have to make everything else pale in comparison. It's bigger than anything. An Ultimate Formula of Life is a description of the source of everything, of how it all works, kind of like the Grand Unified Theory (or GUT) that physicists are seeking (but haven't found yet). This thing is even bigger than a GUT. It covers everything, including physics, but even going beyond it. We got the Ultimate Formula of Life from Charles Berner at the World Headquarters of the Institute of Ability. That was in Costa Mesa, a town next to Newport Beach, California. This was 1966. He had a deep mystical experience. The Ultimate Formula of Life popped out. I was there, along with a few others, to see it unfold. It is not very often that someone is shown the revealed seed of a new religion, a seed that purports to be a formula that would make sense of everything and transform the world. This was a special time and this was a special event, at least in my mind. My close friends and I were the young, mostly male, staff at "the Institute." The Institute was headquartered in a tiny, shabby former real estate office (profoundly uninspiring). Before that, it was a beauty parlor. Charles called it the "World Headquarters of the Institute of Ability." That conceit sometimes made us chuckle, but it wasn’t enough to turn us away. Charles had set the bar high. I volunteered part time, answering the phone, doing some printing, setting up chairs for classes, and addressing envelopes and flyers for our occasional mailings. For this, I got free or discounted access to Charles' classes. When I met him in 1963, Charles Berner was a successful Scientologist. He had a nice townhouse in Newport Beach, a quintessential upscale Southern California beach community. He taught Scientology theory, and gave frequent public lectures. His auditing business thrived, financing the operation. (Auditing is the Scientology equivalent of psychological therapy.) I was fascinated with Scientology and hung around the Institute and made friends with the people involved. Now, I know that Scientology is the bad-boy poster child of new age religions. Their dark-and-creepy factor, though, started later (or perhaps I didn’t realize it until later). At the time we were involved, Scientology was inspiring (as well as fascinating). Though it always seemed to offer more than it could really deliver, it embodied some really interesting (to me) ideas and I was eager to try them out. In retrospect, I realize that what I got as Scientology was a somewhat filtered version that came through Charles. I am thankful for that. Within a couple of years, the Scientology organization's weirdness quotient went exponential and it became embarrassing to be associated with it. In 1966, Charles had a squabble with the founder, L. Ron Hubbard, and was messily cast out. He quickly formed the Institute of Ability. At first, he taught warmed over Scientology, but after a while the operation took on Charles' own imprint and character. By being out from under the insane oppressive thumb of Scientology, his creativity flourished and things began to move in a new direction. One by one, the Scientology elements were renamed, simplified, and transmuted. We no longer used the “E-Meter,” the electronic device they use to direct the auditing process. The term "thetan" was dropped. There was, simply, “you”, or, “your true nature”. Things like that. Most Scientology processes were abandoned as Charles invented new ones. He did, however, keep something similar to the one-on-one communication format used in Auditing. It’s just that what we did in those “dyads” was quite different. The underlying focus of our enterprise was discovering and practicing methods to increase our ability to live life better. Charles led the way, and he kept coming out with fresh insights from week to week. These were exciting and we'd work on them in these dyads (two-person meditation/communication sessions). Getting rid of debilitating psychological barriers was one big theme. Developing new mental or spiritual abilities was another, which fits the “Institute of Ability” theme. One day Charles emerged excited from a clearing session that he just had with a client. He announced that he had made a big discovery. He discovered a key factor in releasing people from their hang-ups. The reason people couldn't let things go was because they needed to communicate certain messages to other individuals. The act of successfully communicating a message to another, and believing it was truly received by that other, and actually really received by that other was the key. Students of psychology in college learn about famous “theories of personality.” All the great psychologists are known for the theories of personality. I suppose that Charles did something similar. He was developing a way of describing the essence of what mind is. He was saying that he just discovered that the things that limit us are all made up of incomplete communications. Messages are stuck there that must be completed for them to clear away. When they are delivered, they disappear, leaving behind a much clearer consciousness and opened up new demonstrable abilities. He had a new working definition of the mind—incomplete communication cycles. This discovery added an important factor to our approach. We were “completing communications" as a key theme, one that strongly implied the overriding importance of improving relationships. Charles continued to invent new dyad practices that would clear away the mental material that was standing between individuals and preventing them from really connecting. We all worked on our relationships, finding undelivered communications and delivering them. It was a seriously rocky path sometimes, but we were inspired. One morning I arrived at the center and there was a buzz of energy. Someone said that Charles had had a big spiritual experience. The story was that he went across the street to a fast food joint, an A & W Root Beer stand, to buy a fish burger. As he was paying at the cash register he had a deep realization about the ultimate nature of life. The realization was triggered by his experience of the girl at the register. He saw how her state was her relationships with others. He suddenly realized how the human condition revolved on this axel, and he saw it deeply, all the way to the bottom. Charles’ experience impacted his body. He was in a swoon as he made his way back across the street. He flopped down in a chair and said that he was so overwhelmed he felt like throwing up. He was dizzy. He could hardly walk. He cancelled his appointments for the day and, with some help, went home to rest. When I arrived at the center the next day, people were eagerly anticipating his arrival. We were all breathless to hear about his experience. We all speculated about what it was. He arrived with a small entourage, and it looked as though he was still unsteady on his feet. His eyes looked a bit vacant and he just wanted to sit down. He indicated that the experience made him dizzy and he had a hard time speaking. He managed to croak out a few simple words: "It's ... the... Ultimate Formula of Life." The first thing that came to my mind was a math formula. "He found the ultimate math formula of life?" I thought, "How strange!" I tried to imagine a math formula that was so amazing it would make you swoon... But it wasn't a math formula. It was a vision that revealed what life ultimately is and how to fulfill its fundamental purpose. It was not just a view of human life, and not just biological life, but embraced all of everything—all of space, matter, energy, time, existence, your body, consciousness, mind, and meaning. You name it, it's in there. It had the Big Bang all the way up to Now and beyond to Forever as its scope. Charles said that he couldn't get it fully across yet. It would take time. I could tell he was still partly in the experience, in a whirlwind of realizing its implications, and he said that he would need some time to figure out how to communicate it in a way that would do it justice. He said that he'd try to lay it all out for us, but it would take some preparation on his part first. Then his wife, Ava, took him home to rest. From that singular experience there began to emerge a profound new formula for life’s resolution. Over the next few months, Charles began to teach from his enlightenment experience. Everything he told us was informed by that experience. It was an amazing flow of insight and wisdom, and it was exciting to us. It turns out, somewhat to my surprise, that I and others had a powerful yearning for what we could see in Charles' vision. Whatever this was, this Ultimate Formula, it was something we wanted. Personally, I yearned for it with a surprising hunger. Several years later, after teaching many courses and developing many techniques, the Enlightenment Intensive emerged. It was a brilliant creation, somehow perfectly mirroring his vision of the Ultimate Formula. It beautifully combines the finest in contemplation plus the oh, so helpful communication of what comes up from the contemplation. So simple, and so in harmony with the Ultimate Formula. It is evident that, over the years, this practice has ripened and matured, becoming truly profound. And given the state of the world’s enlightenment and interpersonal relationships (you know what I mean), it is profoundly relevant. I would not be surprised if the Enlightenment Intensive and its heart, the enlightenment dyad technique, would grow into a fundamental spiritual practice, rivaling zazen, vipassana, raja yoga, and other great contemplative arts. Why would I bother with this history here, in this Introduction? Well, to understand the Enlightenment Intensive, to get below the surface and really understand it, you’d want to see where it came from. You’d want to have the source vision. You’d like to see the thread of logic that focused its design. You’d want to know where it was headed, and where it might take you. There should be nothing secret about the Enlightenment Intensive. It is a communication of the Ultimate Formula. This book is a collection of Charles' initial writings—writings about his discoveries, about his realizations, about the Enlightenment Intensive spiritual practices, and the personal advice he gives to his students. Edrid, 2013
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Kerry triffin
1/23/2022 11:56:44 am
Decades ago I came across a small pamphlet that described the Creation myth. The pamphlet was , I’m pretty sure by Berner and my memory has it that it was from The School of Abolitism (maybe, I suppose, by the School of Ability and my memory is at fault).
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Yoah Wexler
1/23/2022 03:43:14 pm
Thanks Kerry. I don't recall having seen that particular pamphlet though I do recall a text document about a creation myth. I published it as chapter 7, The Story of Creation; You God, Love Life:Self Transformation Principles.(https://www.amazon.com/dp/1533652783) I'll send you the chapter if you'd like. send me your email address. Charles and Ava's school was called, The Institute of Ability. blessings Yoah
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